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STRESS STRESS STRESS! omygod.

Lots of things to do yet i have not done a single shit of it! GRRR.
Deadlines are nearing like how near both of your nostrils are. So random.HAHA.


Things to do:
+ Naval Architecture Mindmap
+EMAT Formula One body frame project
+1COMT Presentation slides
+ENG.MATHS tutorial 6
+MOL ! 

Exams next week:
+ Tues -Autocad exams
+ Fri- EMAT exams.

GRRRRRRRR. STRESS STRESS STRESS. 
BEWARE.
Trying to mug hard like the 'O's. Trying, yes, trying.

 

PS,I would love to have a guy who can sing me Hey Now by FM STATIC! hehe. Very Flirtatious!

EVERYTIME WHEN SOMEONE SAYS SHEESH . .I feel like going for a sheesha! haha. pretty random, i know.
Random post plus a random picture= Boring Weds! GRRR.
Omg, see my eyebags! Look at how 'much' sleep i got . heh. 
grrr. DEPRIVED ! DEPRIVED ! DEPRIVED! 
I can smell my deprived-ness coming.. OMY OMY!
SOS, EMERGENCY .
 i know, so lame.
(:

Well, i only had practical today which goes off quite well . Next week gonna be the last one.
Three cheers! yay!
well , the term gonna come to an end soon . And hols are coming. And i stil have nt gotten a job though! arghh.O ya!
the picture taken on top is actually for my interview application. They wanted a picture on the face only , so there it is.
HAHAAHAA.
**** the eyebags man!

Tons of stuffs to do! Exams are coming! 
SO MUCH THINGS TO DO YET SO LITTLE TIME!
and im havinmg some irritating rashes on my neck and its so disturbing and itchy! Pffss.

Till then ppl!
GOTTA GO TO THE WORLD OF MADNESS! " never ending assigments!"

Much loves, 
MAIRA .
Kisskiss!

My life is pretty happening yet mundane at the same time! heh. OH WELL! Life, yes life. haha. 
Tired tired tired! And the weather is really unpredictable! It can rain for a moment and be really sunny next , or it will rain the whole day non-stop! 
Today is a blue day! The SKY day!

Today is Nurul's first day of work for her new job at airport! woahh . 
Mr Cisco & Ms SkinSpecialist eh Nurul? hahaha . kk , whatever it is, all the best for your new workplace k! (:
I will NEVER ever forget how we meet in premier and the fun we had!  It was superbly Splendid! True enough, it leave me with alot of memories! wah wah. sentimental already! heh. kk , stop! LOTS OF LOVE AND HUGS NURUL AIN! XOXOXOXOXO

Yesterday shopping date with Jun was MAD ! Really Mad. Being a shopping addict, i just go in to any random shop and Jun will be nagging and nagging and nagging! Her favourite sentence was" MAIRA! im so gonna hate you! I keep spending non stop when i follow everywhere you go! I never  gonna go shopping with you anymore!" HAHA .
Oh well, she just simply get really influenced by me! We spend 1 hr looking for her ideal pair of slippers. haha . And at last, she settled for my first choice of slipper1 A Happy Green Ripcurl Flip Flops. Its really striking green! haha.
With her striking pink nail polish . like woah . SO damn striking pls! haha . wahh . we tight ah! she's like a really really good close friend from my class,MOT 6!

FAITHFULLNESS IS A PARAMOUNT BETWEEN A COUPLE .
Let me ask you all a qn. What will you all do if you found out that your gf/bf was in bed with your own bestfriend? KILL? BREAK UP? 

I was watching a show and this scenario happens when the guy was under influence of alcohol and it was his birthday. His gf( GIRL A) planned to come at night to surprise him by a spare key after lying to the boyfriend(BOY A) that she got a wedding dinner that night. Her own bestfriend, (GIRL B)who know about GIRL A surprise party said that she couldnt come due to work and stuffs . . But when BOY A was drinking as he was deprived as he assumed that he gonna spend his birthday alone, GIRL B came  ..FIRST OF ALL , she love the guy alot and would do anything for him but its all one sided. After all the rejection from the guy , BOY A went to bed with GIRL B . Afterall , he said that it was under the influence of the alcohol. then GIRL A came , and to her surprise, she saw her OWN BESTFRIEND sleeping with HER BOYFRIEND. OMG! 
And the guy was still blaming that his under alcohol blah blah blah . But pls la, if you love a girl alot, why the hell would you sleep with another girl what else if its the girl's bestfriend? LIKE OMG . The world gonna end,real soonnn. Guys are always guys; no matter how much they assure you or whatever. they are still guys.  Guys will try their 101% just to get the girl and after a while , it will decrease . From 101%- - -98%---96%----90%-----86%---72% --- and so on . till it becomes a BIG ZERO . O %


Its a pretty random post. haha. But well , hope all of you are coping well with school stuffs  !  Cause its killing me! HAHA. 
Till then (:
 

I just came back from my 2D2N 'holidays' at malaysia ! It was seriously stress-free. NO STRESS NO STRESS.
All i did was eat, sleep, eat , and sleep again . I wouldn't be shocked if i gain weight ,seriously . 

I went to my grandma's sis hse. Since she was staying alone, it could be quite boring . So, we decided to keep her company and trust me, the house was never filled with silence when we came! haha . Slowly, the number of people in the house increases! My cousins, my mum, my sis, my grandparents came. haha . THE MORE THE MERRIER ! yes yes. tons of encounters that i will never forget! haha . 
(I shall not elaborate about my encounters!haha . Scaryyy . It shall just be kept where it belong)
Call me crazy, i bathed at 12.30am on my last night ! haha . 
I ATE ATE ATE AND SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP . Good life(: 

Basically, I just wanted to run away from reality . The reality that i faced. From the oh-so-pampered life to a simple,carefree life.
From City to Countryside. Yes, it was indeed a 'SYIOK' feeling. I've learnt so much and how fortunate i am . I wish i could have stayed longer but school school school . grrr . I've learned to cherish especially my loved ones. The Kampung life is simply great. But i wouldnt want to see any people other than my own family members, i dont know why . I just dont want to go back to Spore. My heart pulled back when my leg was walking towards the car . I just want to live there; leading a really carefree life. I dont mind leading a simple life , cause my life is really complicating. Seriously. But well , reality is still reality . and my reality is in Spore, my homeland. Whatever that i have now, i really want it all my life. Everything that i have now , EVERYTHING.  yes. 

Tmr , school ending at 1pm! yay! HIP HIP HURRAY! FOR the very first time, im excited to go to school! haha . The weekend indeed pay off very very well :D
A date with Ms Er Xiang Jun tomorrow. Really looking forward for it ;)
Oh ya! NOT FORGETTING, i really wanna go SingFest! 
MONEY MONEY? :( 
Unless some kind hearted soul could sponsor me or something? haha . FAT HOPE!  :P

MY TRANSFORMATION . LOL .

 

On another note, im so freakingly tired and soooo shagged ! Dont ask me why. Barely sleep last night except for that half an hr which i spend snoring . heh. i dont snore. haha.  Maybe im suffering from insomnia? Okay, no . Im like literally cursing myself. geez. Or maybe just due to stress? Right. I shall not bring my stress over with my red period. Else, i'll get so cranky that nobody can stand it. Okay okay . I shall just relax and breathe (: 
BREATHE IN , BREATHE OUT. 

Guess what , Guess what? My naval arch presentation is cancelled! like yay!! hip hip hurray!
Thank God the teacher realised that we have ALOT of stuffs to do; thus. putting himself into our shoes. and he cancelled it! except for the irritating mindmap! =.= grrr. but its okay . better than nothing! WOOHHOOO!
so left with only 2 . YES TWOOO!!! only TWOOOO! right. i can go all hysterical just by this cancellation! *tears of joy!
LOL . A load is being taken off from my shoulders already! WWOOOHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ;)

Life's been pretty rocky except  for some part. hah . But then, it never leave  me with any regret and i'll just put in on my stride.  For now, i shall cherish the people around me. ( My Family, My Boyfriend,My Friends) Cherish all the people around you cause you'll never know what will happen in the future. Btw, Dont you think its irony of human to actually sort of heck care the people around them? and only think and miss them once they're gone? omy . Therefore, this is called human nature! :) HUMANS  OH HUMANS. 
Well , im also a human! haha.

WELL WELL . Friday is here ! yes ah . SMELLING a lil freedom . just a teeny weeny bit. At least i can wake up later than i always FORCED to . ;D
Till then dearest readers, 
Have a happy good rocking weekend! 

Much Love,
Humaira. 
XOXOXOXO.

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Im happy today! I smiled :D
LOL.

Today has been a bump-into-your-friends day! haha . i've bumped into alot of my friends today! (: 
It seems ages since we last met. HOHO . And i've come contact with my pri sch fren ! SO lucky .
Friendster make miracles! 

TODAY MARKS AN ADDITIONAL LOAD TO MY PROJECTS! grrr. 
One left , Two more to go .
Add one, Three more to go . 
GRRRRRR.

Will be rushing out a report that is due tomorrow . sheesh! 
POLY LIFE=,=

Knowing that chocolates gives off endorphins, i've decided to indulge my morning with my all-time favourite , Kinder Bueno! (besides Cadbury of course! ;D ) My day started with Autocad and i didnt get cranky . For two weeks in a row, i didn't feel cranky on Tues! yipee. 

Autocad's project done. Left Naval Architecture and Engineering Materials.
 One down , Two more to go.
I could smell freedom is coming . yay!

This week and the coming ones gonna be very very busy! Report is due on Fri and 2 weeks from now, Autocad exam and 1 August - Engineering Materials exam . Both a killer. SO , i shall now start mugging really really hard! Determination . HAHA.

Phewww . Finally i could just get off a moment and just simply rest my mind.And i really did. For at least a whole full 30 mins all by myself on the floor . At last , i could see a glimpse of hope for everything. Thank God.  Instantly, i could think straight and i know what i want.  I just need to stand up myself . The help that i should offer myself . The only strength that God had given me all this while , Be it  in a good way or bad. 

My Monday started with a drowsy vision and a i-cannot-think-straight brain . But i wasn't late for class today! i came at 9am sharp . Perhaps its just due to the sleepless night with constant cs-ing accompanying me thoroughout. Killing=Violence.
I didn't have the mood to come for lessons but dearest XiangJun and the guys wont fail to at least  make me smile/laugh over small stupidity things that we did, ALWAYS. 

School's been stressfull . I was given a warning of debardment for my wed 8am class and btw , who would wake up sooo early in the morn? omy. maybe some, some early-birds. Im in the top list for debardment for my wed practical .grr . the irritating annoying teacher just couldnt wait to get me debarred, always picking on me. right, whatever. This lecturer is just a saddist- he practically just love to see his students suffer. Right,Jun? Furthermore, he's so biased towards us,girls. Oh well . i know this is a so called "guys course" but hey, GIRLS=BOYS. we can do what the guys can do okay! Not only we can do, we can even do better! * Girl Power!
Projects are all filling my time now. EMAT exams on 1 Aug plus 2 presentations that week . Wow! busy busy!
Being a muddle-head, i couldnt accept the fact that i totally forgot that the deadline for Elective Preferred Module selection was last fri! and i totally had forgotten about it! *bangs head  + running arnd with a knife.  Violence . SO, i tried to e-mail Mr Seow(our advisor) to ask whether i had any other choice in choosing my preferred Elective Module. Now, i just have to wait for a reply from him and our director about the problem. Grr . Im so disappointed with myself . "Maira, what the fuck are you thinking man! Can you like just wake up from your unrealistic dreams that you have????" 

I shall now focus on my studies more cause i really wanna excel and achieve my dream - UNIVERSITY. 

DETERMINATION ! GO MAIRA GO!

'Dream big so that you wont fall down too low.'

Its 4.09am now and here i am, scared out of my wits.  I barely slept 3 hrs and i just couldnt stop thinking of it and just continue my sleep . Im totally puzzled and confused over what has happened and not knowing whether i did the right thing. geez. why is it so hard for me to think ? The feeling i have now is just beyond words. sobs. 
I just dont know what i had done or what i had do . 
Im clueless. SInce then , i had been drowning myself with all the tears that i could let out. I wish i could let out even more to make me feel better but i just cant. , just cant. Cause i dont have the ability to even do so .                :'(

Alrighty, im so lazy to blog right now . but well,i must not neglect my precious blog and have decided to give a quick post! 

Went to Victoria Concert Hall to support my sis together with my mum for her 2nd National Band Competition . Started at 2.15 and we were already there at 1.15. (my mum was so kiasu,pls) Its my first time being there . heh . Im really proud with my only sis. The energy that they gave and all . yup. really really full of enthusiasm. They managed to clinch a GOLD award! congrats (:
Afterwhich , the performance for EVG ended at 2.30 and my mum and I went off after saying goodbye to my sis and we went shopping!  haha. HURRAY! we walked from Raffles Place to Victoria Concert Hall to Capitol Building( to have our lunch) to Raffles City to Citylink! haha. Gotten a Havainas flash from NUM . and mum bought some top from robinson and some stuffs from mark and spencer. Topshop, Dorothy Perkins ,Warehouse were all having sales but couldnt find anything i like though. Went to Aldo in hope of finding a nice pair of heels for Hari Raya but i think it'll be too early, being a fickle minded, im sure that i'll be buying more heels before hari raya! So, i shall buy on the eleventh hour before hari raya! (:

Right, going to East Coast Park instead of Canopy walk today! 
HAPPY 2nd Month B ! :D 
Affairs of the heart shall be kept personal . teeheehee. 

Till then .
Enjoy your Sun!

 

Yesterday was well spent with Jun, watching getsmart which was not so great as wanted and hancock :(
Right, we got lost,as usual! What happens wen a transportation noob+ another transportation noob when they go out together?
LOST! and the best thing is that,i forgot to bring my bus guide! wow.
But yea, thurs was well spend. thrashing out how we feel about some things...BGR, school, npcc. haha.
And babe, the best part was in the bus. HAHA . The names of the road just make me hysterical! 
I laughed and laughed like mad till i cried. Boohoo . Thanks Jun for being i-dont-know-what-are-you-trying-to-do girl okay! heh .
Sin Ming=Ah Meng Cousin who lives near Ang Mo Kio where Ah Meng live . hah  . ( only Jun will get the inside joke!) haha.
And i was called RM (Retarded Maira) ! LOL .
Oh well, it was indeed abs-training time yesterday and now,you are at Pulau Ubin , serving your nation ! LOL . i mean NPCC ATC.
I guess the mosquito gonna have great BREAKFAST+LUNCH+DINNER+SUPPER for the 3 days! hahha .
MISSES.

woah . the week coming to an end. & TODAY IS THE MOST TIRING DAY OF THE WEEK . dont ask me why but my head just feels heavy! 
I just need somewhere that i can lie my head on. . grrrr.

Going to my sis's competition tmr at Victoria Concert Hall ( i got no idea where it is) . Shall blog about it next time !
TILL THEN . Enjoy your wkends.
LOTS OF MISSES,HUGS,KISSES ! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO.

Im confused. I dont know what im doing . Im just literally disappointed. The most disappointing moment ever .
grrrr . sighs. My Wed night and Thursday came into a disappointment.

Im watching maid in manhattan in the lib now while waiting for Jun to end her IS so we could catch a movie later. Jun's sick but she just want to make me feel better.
Thanks alot babe. Love you! :D

The word 'break-up' is a simple word to say but is the most difficult action to do.
We seems worlds apart but i love you b, i really do. 

 As stated above, im Damnnnnnn tired,shagged,exhausted from school. Just the walking distance had been a pain in the ass, whats more , hearing boring lectures for hours. 
Apparently, i could just sleep anywhere,anyhow,anytime. Be it bus,train,class,canteen. You name it. 
AND its only the 2nd week of term 2! gosh.
Presentation,assignments had been handed to us and to be presented at the end of the month! shrugsss.
WELCOME TO THE POLY LIFE! since term 1 had been slack, nothing-much-to-do term. haha.

Thurs and Fri had been fab!
Went to watch wanted and hancock.
Both the movies are gooooooddd,seriously.

Wanted was A-W-E-S-O-M-E! It doesn't look realistic though but still it was simply woooaahhh! The bullets and guns looks fake but still ,it did caught my breath away! And Angelina Jolie is hot, really really hot. Tattoos and all . Really really woahhh! Full of action moves throughout the whole movie and it was terrific. Its a must-watch show! THUMBS UP ((:

Hancock was also goooodddd. Its a movie where some parts makes you think that its ending but actually its not! haha.
It was fun too(: with some funny parts. hah .Will Smith is cooolllll .

Basically, this 2 movies are really really good. A must watch movies,seriously. 
So, what are you all waiting for? Get a tix and hop on to the seats and enjoy! :D 

Ps. I need to lose weight. Getting fatter each day !! arggghhh! okay , i shall now disciplined myself to jog during the weekends constantly and to be strict on my diet! yes,i will . (i hope! haha) 

Im addicted to my series of perfume,period. haha. Different smell for different day! :D 
Kenzo's good but pricey. But, i will add one to my collection of perfumes! haha. Hopefully.

I dont feel cranky today but instead very very tired and shagged from my head to my toes to my bones .
I wish i could skipped class today but today is important as im really weak for AutoCad . 
And we have to pass up some assignments that is going to due today , i guess .

I did the most embarrasing thing yesterday! haha . I fell down . yes, fell . and i hurt my right knee and my butt! haha .  
But i fell down nicely as i was so called " cat walking" on a narrow path ( due to the influence of my other friends) whereas there is a bigger pavement beside it =.= 
haha . and when i wanted to put my right leg down to the pavement , my left leg lose balance and my right leg got entangled with my left leg for a moment and BOOM! there i was , laptop flied (its always flying around,no doubt) and i was sitting down on my butt for at least 2 secs , looking at my classmates and i just burst into laughter! looking at how stupid i was ! haha . And THANKS AH KHAI ( sense the sarcasm) for laughing at me till you just instantly rolled on the grass patch! but well , i did make your day up! ( like you've said and repeating it for the whole day!) hahahha . and Xiangjun, being a part time medic , for pouring water on my wound and taking care of it for a moment (: And Nic/Kenney for catching my lappy! hahah .And Din/Wilson for just plainly looking at me when i fell . haha.

And after school yesterday was GREAT (: seriously serious , it is! haha .

Till then people . Good day . Cheers .

Much loves . 
MAIRA . 
XOXO.

HEY HEY HEY! guess what ? i didn't have monday blues today ! yipee . the morning start great with love's msgs! haha . end up laughing to myself , yet again . Weekends were okay . Went out with my mum and aunties plus the little monkeys. We walk around aimlessly , not knowing where to go or what we should do . But we had a great laugh! :D
NOTHING could ever break the bonds of the flesh and blood! haha . ( okay,whatever!) haha .\
Im damn addicted to Leona Lewis songs ! haha . It always make my day(:

IM so tired and shagged . ARGHH . didnt have ample rest/sleep these days . End up having migraine. drats. .
Will sleeping pills help? But sleeping pills will make me overslept! arghh .
I dont have the mood to go to school though . So bored in school with long hours of break . shrugs.
And tmr is a killer .


Meet one of my monkey! Shairul Akmal (: As yellow as a banana!

TUES=AUTOCAD=KILLER=CRANKY

I woke up all teary, pillow drowned from my tears and sweat and i sprained my right calves. Ouch.
I will never ever want to experience it anymore, in my whole entire life.
I had such a terrible nightmare last night thati dont dare to close my eyes to sleep again .
It was really really dreadful .

Im so frightened right now . 
I just hope it wont come true. 
Cause what i experienced sucks.

Thank God, it was just a dream .
A really really bad one :(

 Its 12.34am on my clock now . And im not sleeping yet .  I just came back from a late dinner + supper at East Coast Park . 
I guess my stomach wanna explode now cause i ate alot just now and i cant sleep . shrugss . . 
Im stress and cranky .
PMS is a killer .
Im thinking too much.
I hate myself for this .
I just hope things get better .
Im so indecisive and i had been deciding on impulse which totally sucks .
Will it helps if i see lesser pictures of Orlando Bloom and fantasizing of it?
ARGH . .

I miss everyone .
I miss school . I miss my boyfriend . I miss all my friends . 

Weekends can be such a bore except for sleeping and rotting and sleeping and rotting .
This is what happens when i dont have plans cause basically , everyone has their own plans .
But well , i'll eventually do something . 
Is watching tons of DVDs count? haha .

All the best for your soccer match tmr dudes! SCORE HIGH, KICK HARD! (okay.lame!) ALL THE WAY !

I have tons of things to write BUT my mind just went blank when i look at the blank screen. Ya right!
Well . thats about it .  
Enjoy your weekend! (:
Lots of loves,
Maira. 
XoXOXoxO.

Today marks the end of 1st week of sch for a new term .
School had been pretty tiring . ARGHHH! 
I had been late for class ever since and i had been spending most of morning journey on cab fares and i have to stop this before it becomes a habit .

 
Basically , the clique celebrated the 3 monkeys birthday today ! The June Babies (: Today is Khai's belated, Kenney's and Wilson's advanced birthday ! haha . and this made our 9 ppl clique bond stronger! haha . Saiful ( old man) is missing since he overslept today . haha.
I had a food disorder today . haha . lots of junk foods ! First was the slice of cake , next, 2 packets of doritos ( nachos cheese) chips and lots of ice milo . haha . i shall now indulge myself in a proper meal!

I miss this day when you took this picture . I miss this day when we had it all on ourselves . just the two of us . But things change, situation change , everything will change and i can sense it. 
I want to get out of this reality and hop on to fantasy where everything is happy , joyful and Neither sorrows nor sadness.Admiring the other couples/flings/scandals.  I feel sore , really sore. :'(

I had IS today which totally sucks and such a waste of time making a trip down to school and not doing anything . geez . Sch is such a waste of time . Afterwhich, the rest of the day made me ecstatic , happier thanever. LALALALALALA. 

Webcam makes me look horbid.